Sometimes the messenger is more important then the news, make that the messenger coming up to expectations when so many have failed Is way more noteworthy then the content of the news itself. I expected Z to stand up for me if not personally then at least professionally and while ultimately the person who did end up doing so was both senior and in a way better able to fight my case to some extent the disappointment on a personal way does not exactly out weigh, but tamper the joy of the news.

It shall probably be goodbye Hanyu and bonjour now. How do I feel? And the answer is a very ‘I don’t know’ at the moment…..