I am sick of hearing how things shall work out and how prayers are answered If you just have faith. What about all those miserable people who lived wretched lives and never got what they wanted? Or the poor losers who did everything right with disastrous consequences. They, were human just like me, they weren’t demons or sinners and yet things just didn’t turn out well for them. Considering you have just one life not to mention how irreversible most freaking decisions are in life I seriously don’t understand how anyone can speak with such absolute faith when they say all that they do. To me it reeks of denial and delusion and that sucks even more for deep down I want it to be true. And the absolutely funny thing in all this is my unwavering belief that things SHALL (and ironically do) work out for everyone else (EXCEPT me) no matter how impossible they seem. Life never made sense, the only difference is initially the nonsense was amusing, now it’s a nothing but a pain!