I am jealous, totally completely in thrall of the green eyed monster.even knowing the truth behind the till death do us part ready to kill for each other Romeo Juliet couple I am still envious!envious for the delusion no less ,how pathetic is that I ask!
The truth is I am sick of waiting, sick of hoping things will work out only to have reality rear its ugly head. I have always been passionate about not giving in and settling for things only because they are offered but with increasing frequency regrets and doubts raise their medusoid heads making me ask if this is it?have I waited too long for the elusive someone to the point that I have bypassed the good for the worst in hopes of hanging out for the best? And yet the stubborn me, the small remnant which is still alive if not exactly thriving, prevents me from giving in and settling for whoever wants me.its a mad, mad world and for once insanity fails to entertain!
The truth is I am sick of waiting, sick of hoping things will work out only to have reality rear its ugly head. I have always been passionate about not giving in and settling for things only because they are offered but with increasing frequency regrets and doubts raise their medusoid heads making me ask if this is it?have I waited too long for the elusive someone to the point that I have bypassed the good for the worst in hopes of hanging out for the best? And yet the stubborn me, the small remnant which is still alive if not exactly thriving, prevents me from giving in and settling for whoever wants me.its a mad, mad world and for once insanity fails to entertain!
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Hang in there. A little bit of time, a little bit of faith and good things 'will' come :)
X,
Sigh, when is the little gonna bear fruit?I winder at the criteria for little most times. Considering my very resentful, very petulant frame of mind I wouldn't be remiss if I wondered aloud if hope wasn't a device devised by a sadistic deity to ensure the drowning man's agony was prolonged because he kept flailing instead of just sinking peacefully.it's a very whiny me that be nowadays!
And I wonder as you have (kind of) confessed that you have already bypassed GOOD for BETTER, you have realized somehow you shouldn't do something which you already did, then what's the logic behind pursuing same approach?
There is a model of a good and ideal person in everyone's mind. (S)he wants to see that model in every person he spends time and be friends with. However the point (S)he does not dwell on much is that the people around her might as well be looking for the same ideal model.
There is certainly a 'Right Time' for each thing, imagine the growth of a human in steps with precision, any deficiency or insufficiency can disturb the entire process of growth which is difficult to revert, despite being treated and recovered to catch-up the pace again, the void created because of this disturbance always exist. You cannot avoid the void but can act timely to stop the formation of other one’s.
Your decision needs to converge on core values, for your consideration. Scrutinize them; reassemble them so that you will feel no hesitation in picking that 'GOOD' atleast. You will be left alone if you seek someone unblemished.
0c,
Shhh. Big girls don't complain:P Go out with friends (one's who don't whine so that they can have ample time to hark), let the feeling sink in.
Or, drudge your self in work.
Or, like X said above wait and faith and lets hope it works for the better :) stay happy O bringer of good fortune ^_^
M, you miss the whole point.seeking perfection was never the aim
A, put it down to sehri without parathas ;)
Ps. The bringer of good news wants her turn for good news!!!!
What else a person aims to find in others?
You might have some other factors linked with the term ‘perfection’.
tsk tsk tsk . Sehri without parathas is a sinister crime :P no wonder you were in a grouchy mood...
waisay whats going on aj kal??
M,
I am an apple in a banana world!
A,
I know! Unfortunately that's the price one pays for all the years of culinary paradise :(. Other then nutrition paradise and Roza nothing
Every rational human have same thoughts, distinctive, but the question is that is it helpful? If being banana in the world of banana's is more conducive then is it justifiable to hang with the same creed..
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