Humans are weird, or maybe just me. The most off beat things at time can evoke memories I have no conscious realization of. Its hard to put in words but its like meeting someone and feeling an instant connection and more eerily you feel you know them from someplace, an intangible whiff which hovers at the edge teasing and taunting yet refuses to come to the forefront no matter how hard you try. I hate times like this when I lack the words to convey what I feel ,not that that would make things any clearer
Me thinks me has a very very messed up brain, or the grey mush which passes for it nowadays!
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I hate that feeling, when you connect in an instant, only to be rejected the very other, and i am just talking about the initial take-off (i.e. friendship) stage and not necesaarily with the opposite sex.
Btw, how is work coming for you.
Isb was a heart break in the end. sigh
A, yes but sometimes the connection is too ephemeral, too transient for the let down, sometimes it seems like we exist in infinite universes each exploring one possibility of what could be and these connections are just a window where they touch,too much doctor who? I guess so :)
Got posted home to focus on health.let's see.
What did you expect from isb?break is good when total!
Doctor Who!! :P
A month and a half passed, i did all i could, one time too many but no riposte from other side. I let her be, i let my self live. Went to Naran last weekend, the high time of my stay in Isb.
People were nice, friendly even much more than they are in khi. but it was all fake and obvious.
I am glad i am home, missed my mom.
And like you said break is good when its total :) a chance for a new beginning eh?
Btw, my need teeny weeny help from you.. I have emailed if you can take out a couple minutes. So, you back in lahore??
Is it necessary for you to find words to express all which is floating in your mind? , do words are the only way to express your inner? Sometimes your anxiety, frustration and hidden ache left powerful expressions for others to realize the pain you are bearing, if not completely then at-least to the extent of some clue. Infact one should make EXPRESSIONS her strength, by having a complete control over them. You might lose the charm of your likeness, dislike or the joy of sharing once you transform them into words, but expressions for the people who can read them, always retain their true spirit.
For this you should have someone in your life of that caliber.
Regards
A,
Oc knows best for everyone but herself ;) .mail checked and responded
M,
I wasn't talking about expression,just those de ja vu moments in life when you meet and part as strangers yet feel a connection with the person on some deeper level
People may depart, but their connection remains with you as they are linked with your soul! And if you realize you have that unbreakable connection, then you should keep silence, like agreeing with the decision of the person whom you love and to your destiny.
M
The connection is of what might have been or perhaps is, in some parallel alternate reality ......
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